Hey there sunshine…
Well I just came back from a walk… I do not normally go for walks but today I had to…
Ok you know when you get a call or text and you just know what it is going to be about or who it is… Well I was on the phone with my stunning mommy and I heard a beep… It was a text mgs and I just knew it was about my visa application… What did it say that I should go pick up my passport meaning my visa was ready and I’m sure it is approved meaning again that I could be on a plane to the UK by next week…? Ohhh shit!!
Ok I knew this was coming but, so soon?!? Ok I actually knew the so soon part to, but reality can hit you hard even when you have been expecting it…
And what about the stuff I need to get done?! Like umm telling my dad!!! Ok I know how the hell could I organize this without keeping him in the loop, well its complicated and now I regret not telling him all of this sooner but what’s done is indeed done so now I just pray that he supports me cause it would break my heart if I left on bad terms with him…
Ok just now while I was writing this the phone rang and it was my sister, I talked with her little girl and all of a sudden I got all teary, that little girl is like the light of my life, now I have been there since day 1 so thinking about not seeing her is like hell!!
So what’s going through my head now, numbness and twinkle, my mom and dad, my gran, my bro and sis, Landri, my home, my support system!!!
Do I wish I had taken the different root like sticking with my friends? No not at all, although I do sometimes wonder what it would’ve been like…
Ok so what now? I don’t know I’m just going to wait till tomorrow and see…
Doing what Cathie Black suggested in her book weighing up the risk… If all goes well I could gain a whole lot from this if all fails I could come back so, I’m going to go with the well one…
Love to you all…
xoxoxo
Well I just came back from a walk… I do not normally go for walks but today I had to…
Ok you know when you get a call or text and you just know what it is going to be about or who it is… Well I was on the phone with my stunning mommy and I heard a beep… It was a text mgs and I just knew it was about my visa application… What did it say that I should go pick up my passport meaning my visa was ready and I’m sure it is approved meaning again that I could be on a plane to the UK by next week…? Ohhh shit!!
Ok I knew this was coming but, so soon?!? Ok I actually knew the so soon part to, but reality can hit you hard even when you have been expecting it…
And what about the stuff I need to get done?! Like umm telling my dad!!! Ok I know how the hell could I organize this without keeping him in the loop, well its complicated and now I regret not telling him all of this sooner but what’s done is indeed done so now I just pray that he supports me cause it would break my heart if I left on bad terms with him…
Ok just now while I was writing this the phone rang and it was my sister, I talked with her little girl and all of a sudden I got all teary, that little girl is like the light of my life, now I have been there since day 1 so thinking about not seeing her is like hell!!
So what’s going through my head now, numbness and twinkle, my mom and dad, my gran, my bro and sis, Landri, my home, my support system!!!
Do I wish I had taken the different root like sticking with my friends? No not at all, although I do sometimes wonder what it would’ve been like…
Ok so what now? I don’t know I’m just going to wait till tomorrow and see…
Doing what Cathie Black suggested in her book weighing up the risk… If all goes well I could gain a whole lot from this if all fails I could come back so, I’m going to go with the well one…
Love to you all…
xoxoxo
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