Hey there people,
I am almost on my way bet everyone is sick of hearing bout England already! Well me kind of to, most of my stuff is just about done and we having a family bye bye dinner tonight and tomorrow we picking up my sis and a other few minor stuff to get sorted yay! Then I can take a breath till I get on the plane then when I arrive I will have lots to do again! Busy busy girl!
Well I just hope everything is sorted when I arrive I am so not in the mood for a crisis ughh but let’s have some faith…
I am preparing myself mentally to be quite lonely/alone at first cause I am not used to being alone (I have a rather large and loud family) but that will be ok, not that I prefer it but it will teach me how to be independent or at least how to do stuff on my own and by myself awe! I hate being alone!
So none of this has sunk in yet either I’m worried that I am so calm! That’s not how I want to be I want to be freaking out now! That doesn’t make any sense?? Oh but it does, I mean if I’m not freaking out now I will freak out at the airport or when I arrive and I don’t want to freak at the airport cause I don’t want people to see that and I don’t want to freak out when I arrive because there will be no time to.. So what to do now? I don’t know! I can’t make myself cry and scream ect ect (melodramatic)…
Well that’s all I got for now…
Love, love & a pinch of well LOVE!!
xoxoxox
I am almost on my way bet everyone is sick of hearing bout England already! Well me kind of to, most of my stuff is just about done and we having a family bye bye dinner tonight and tomorrow we picking up my sis and a other few minor stuff to get sorted yay! Then I can take a breath till I get on the plane then when I arrive I will have lots to do again! Busy busy girl!
Well I just hope everything is sorted when I arrive I am so not in the mood for a crisis ughh but let’s have some faith…
I am preparing myself mentally to be quite lonely/alone at first cause I am not used to being alone (I have a rather large and loud family) but that will be ok, not that I prefer it but it will teach me how to be independent or at least how to do stuff on my own and by myself awe! I hate being alone!
So none of this has sunk in yet either I’m worried that I am so calm! That’s not how I want to be I want to be freaking out now! That doesn’t make any sense?? Oh but it does, I mean if I’m not freaking out now I will freak out at the airport or when I arrive and I don’t want to freak at the airport cause I don’t want people to see that and I don’t want to freak out when I arrive because there will be no time to.. So what to do now? I don’t know! I can’t make myself cry and scream ect ect (melodramatic)…
Well that’s all I got for now…
Love, love & a pinch of well LOVE!!
xoxoxox
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1 comment:
Hi Lana, Girl you have one bling filled blog! I love it!
Good thoughts to you know that you will find out why you are there.. the hard part is getting there. Take lots of good books to read, like some Deepak!
have fun and keep writing!
love deb
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